Hold on to the promises of God because He will not break His promises. The word of God tells us in Isaiah 40:28 that the everlasting God, the LORD, the creator of the ends of the Earth does not faint and neither is He weary and there is no searching of His understanding. As you wait for God to come through for you, do not grow tired or weary. In the wait trust God and pursue all that He has given you to accomplish for His kingdom. It won’t be long from now when you will give your testimony of all the good things that God has done for you.
God loves and cherishes everyone who has identified with Him but will only reveal deep secrets of the kingdom to those burning for Him. God opens your eyes to certain revelations to know the actions to take in some situation; He can give you instructions to follow as the spirit-being that you are which will take you to the next level, but the top secrets of the kingdom are revealed to those burning for God.
Once the doubters had been put out of the house Jesus went in and took the ruler’s daughter by the hand and she arose. When Jesus left that place a blind man sought after Him that Jesus may have mercy on him. Jesus asked him, “Do you believe that I am able to do this?” Then the blind man replied, “yes, Lord.” Then Jesus touched his eyes and said, according to your faith be it unto you.” It takes a great measure of faith to follow someone you are unable see. Do you believe that Jesus is able to do what you have been petitioning Him about?
God empowers and uses men who have grown and readily available. It is true that God does not use only all-perfect or infallible men, but also the imperfect; He still will only allocate a responsibility to you if He sees you have grown in strength or capacity to a certain level, else, you will make a catastrophic display of such responsibility.